>preparing to move to new town for job
>obsessively prepares budget while apartment hunting
>uglycry.gif when seeing how little is left over after bills
>con season is coming up & Ulta has amazing sales between now and if/when I move
I really want things to work out because it means I can have health insurance, I'd be able to move in with a cosplay friend (and potential lolita), and I'd be able to move up/around in the company I've applied for.
I know I'm not going to have much of a choice, but to make the plunge, however, I'm not mentally prepared to move out of my parent's, and live on a shoe-string budget again.
Man, I wish I was smart enough to be in STEM. I'm ok with bills if I can also pay for frills, but that seems unlikely for a while...
Unrelated, but I was just checking my phone and my Sephora app notification said: Ghosting is not cool.