>with boyfriend for 2 years, love him very much
>we live together and fight sometimes but overall we are pretty happy
>join local comm
>see cute ouji boy, think to self "hey hes cute"
>meet him halfway through the meet
>"wow, hes funny too, and super nice"
>not catching feelings tho
>absolutely not, i wont let this happen
>1 week later, at next meet
>talk to him again
>telling myself again, dont fall for this guy
>im at work thinking about him
I think I have a thing for a guy in my comm. This sucks. I know how to keep it in my pants, but I feel guilty for gushing over ouji boy when my boyfriend and I are so close. I'd like to tell myself I can't control who I find attractive, but I feel like I'm just making excuses for myself.