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Most nights I drink heavily by myself and listen to the most depressing music I can find.

I hold a PhD in a STEM field and make good money working for a national lab on really interesting science and instrument development. I have a regular (if unique) sex life and have had a few successful, fulfilling relationships. I'm in pretty good shape, keep vegan, ride my bike all the time.

Why am I so inclined to get fucked up and dwell on existential misery?

Also, I'll post some of my favorite music. I hope you enjoy it.